happy!

yey!

dapat bj baru lagi! hihi..baju untuk raya walaupun lambat lg kot nk raye~

ngee~~

cm x de exam je next week kan kua jalan g shopping! haha..

sgt suke dgn bju ini kerana ia sgt klasik n classy! hehe...

sorry guys, can't show u d pic yet coz x surprise la nnti! hehe..

tp ia berwarna light yellow~

:D :D :D

be grateful of what we have..

How can your laughter,
Bring me close to tears,
After what you have seen,
Can you close your eyes again...
T_T

When fingers are dancing and mind is singing, a piece of story is born..

When mind starts to process,
When eyes start to open,
When mouth starts to speak,
Everything will change..

Similarly,
When one starts to see,
When one starts to hear,
When one starts to analyze,
When one starts to criticize,
One will change his life forever..

For the better or for the worse,
It's in the hands of the decider to decide,
But more choose the latter,
For they think they are far away better than the others..

One will start to look down,
One will start to feel dissatisfied,
One will start complaining,
One will start to feel proud,
One will start forgetting of how he used to be..

Human are weak,
Human are tough,
But human have brains,
Which others don't have,
Human should think,
And be decision-wise,
Not finding ways,
Of how to cheat and escape,
But be brave and face the challenge boldly..

Finally..

Finally!!!

I've finished my LAST assignment!!!

Muahahahha!! eh, alhamdulillah... :)~

Praise to Allah d almighty for giving me the chance to finish this task before time, praise to him for giving me the ideas for my write-up, and thanks to Him for giving me the air i breathe and for that im still living to finish up this assignment..Thank you Allah! :D

Im soo happy!! Feel like one big lump has been removed from my shoulders. So afterwards i want to enjoyyy~~~ haha macam tadak exam jek pasnih ;p

Takpe2, relax2 dlu kasi fresh air masuk dlm brain utk synthesize info n knowledge. muahaha..

Beshnye beshnye! :D but sad at d same time coz this means this will be my last time doing assignments, last time going to lecture, and last time sitting for exam? Tsk.. T_T

Then go to practicum, less meeting my darling friends, and then it's school holidays and then next year only God knows where we will be posted! And then, oh oh... :( one by one of my friends will get married, have their own lives, and less meeting again? :(

Whatever it is, i know we will meet new friends in life. I just hope that one day, if my friends formed a human chain, it would circle around the world and come back again..

my dream destination

i wish i could go here 1 day...




Headline attraction
The constant calls to prayer that echo across the city will be one of the first things you notice once you arrive in Istanbul. The largest and most famous of the mosques is the Sultan Ahmet Mosque, better known as the Blue Mosque because of the colour of the interior tiles. There are always big crowds at this tourist attraction, and you’ll be expected to remove your shoes and cover up when you visit.

Just a hop, skip and a jump across the road from the Blue Mosque is the Aya Sofya, which has served as both a mosque and church, and is these days referred to as a museum. The sprawling Grand Bazaar market is also close by, and packed with stalls selling knock-off designer handbags, carpets and glassware. Make sure you bring your best haggling game.

Chow down and try the local tipple
As Istanbul is located on the Bosphorus Strait, you’ll be able to satisfy your taste buds with some fresh seafood. Head to Kumkapi Street, which is filled with seafood restaurants. You’ll also be spoilt for choice with Turkish sweets, as every other street vendor has large trays of delicious Turkish delight and nougat.

Alcohol is quite cheap in Turkey, but be mindful as this is a Muslim country and heavy drinking sessions are frowned upon. Shopkeepers will also offer you apple tea and it’s polite to accept.

Get the camera out
Take a cruise on the Bosphorus to get some river-view snaps of the main sights. Also make sure you point your camera upwards at the domes while you’re in the Blue Mosque.

A bit of history
Istanbul has had several names through the ages. It was initially known as Byzantium when it was an ancient port, and later changed to Constantinople after Constantine the Great.

And a random fact
Istanbul is actually on two continents as the city is split by the Bosphorus Strait and straddles both Europe and Asia.

reminscents of d past ....

Rindu pada saat2 satu ketika dahulu..
Saat kita berkumpul makan beramai bersama2..
Saat kita bergelak ketawa berkongsi cerita...
Saat kita menangis bersama2 mengenang duka..
Saat kita stay up malam2 bersengkang mata..
Saat kita outing berhujan berpanas sama2..
Saat kita mahu menceroboh aspura dan berjalan di atas bumbung..
Saat kita pergi prep n tdo dalam kelas sama2..

Saat kita berebut untuk mandi pertama..
Saat kita mendengar lagu dan tdo bersama2..
Saat kita merayau2 di sekitar asrama tatkala kebosanan..
Saat kita bangkit pagi untuk berjogging bersama2..
Saat kita bersemangat pergi berenang bersama2..
Saat kita bersaing sesama untuk berjaya..
Saat kita bersahur beramai2 di pagi buta..
Saat kita berkejar2 di airport dek takut terlepas kapal terbang..
Saat kita jatuh cinta monyet hingga ada yg terluka..

I miss those moments...dearly...
Aren't u guys? T_T
Korang, jom 1 day kte pgi KT nak? visit our memories dulu..hehe :D

hati terguris.

Am i that hateful?

Why do people seek for us only when they need us?

Why do people keep talking about u when u have done nothing wrong to them?

Why do people love to talk behind your back u when u have done something wrong?

Why can't people be more honest?

Why can't they be more sensitive?

Why can't they be more sincere?

Why can't they think that they're not living alone on this planet?

Why o why?

The question which have no answers...

something to share..

Rasulullah SAW bersabda :

"Takutlah ghibah(mengumpat). Ia lebih buruk dari zina. Lelaki berzina lalu taubat, Allah menerima taubatnya. Sedangkan Allah tidak mengampuni orang yang ghibah(mengumpat) sebelum orang yang diumpat memaafkannya"

...nauzubillah..di kesempatan ini saye nk minta maaf kalo2 saye mengumpat atau terumpat rakan2 scr depan2 atau blkg2..saye insan yg lemah.. sesungguhnya manusia itu sering lupa dan kerapkali melakukan kesilapan.. skali lg saye mohon maaf kpd teman2 sume..sampai2kn lah dan same2 kite mohon maaf ngn teman2 kite..salam.. kawan hantar...sy hantar kat kawan sy.anda?

Sebuah cerita..

Pertama kali membaca hasil nukilanmu,
Aku kagum..
Kagum dengan ketulusan dan keindahan bahasa yg digunakan,
Kagum dengan isi2 nukilanmu yg menyentuh masuk ke dalam kalbuku,
Aku kagum..
Bagaimana kamu dapat melakukannya,
Hanya dengan melalui kata-kata dan bahasa..

Aku kagum,
Bagaimana seseorang sepertimu bisa menukilkan sebuah cerita,
Tanpa jemu, penat dan lelah buat tatapan semua,
Biarpun dalam kesibukan, kepenatan, dan kekeringan masa,
Kamu masih mampu melakukannya tanpa meminta apa-apa,
Aku kagum,
Dengan sikapmu yg bersahaja,
Dengan budimu yg banyak ditaburkan di mana-mana,
Dengan sikapmu yg merendah diri,
Ikhlas berkawan dengan sesiapa sahaja tanpa mengira usia..

Aku kagum,
Dengan bakat yang ada padamu,
Dengan hati suci yang kamu miliki,
Dengan kegigihan kamu mencari rezeki,
Dengan kesungguhan kamu berjuang demi fisabilillah,
Dengan ingatan kamu terhadap bangsa dan agama kita,
Kamu selayaknya dipanggil 'satu dalam sejuta'...

Sesungguhnya aku memang kagum terhadap dirimu,
Amatlah kerdil dirasa diri ini pabila diukur dengan dirimu,
Kamu umpama mutiara yang bersinar di lautan,
Aku hanya camar yang masih berterbangan mencari arah tujuan..

Teruskan perjuanganmu sahabat,
Walaupun aku hanya camar yg mampu melihat kamu dr jauh,
Akan tetap aku menyokong usaha dan minatmu itu,
Walaupun tidak dapat menghulurkan apa-apa kepadamu,
Kuharap ingatan tulus dari hati ini dapat memberi semangat kepadamu,
Untuk terus berjuang, menegakkan pendirianmu,
Sesungguhnya memang aku sayang kepadamu,
Aku kagum denganmu,
Sahabatku..

reflection

Kenapa ramai orang lebih suka mengejar keindahan cinta duniawi dari cinta hakiki terhadap Pencipta?

Kenapa ramai orang yang lebih mudah jatuh cinta pada paras rupa dan harta benda dari budi pekerti yang mulia?

Kenapa ramai orang sering mengeluh kerana putus cinta di dunia yg sementara tetapi tidak mengendahkan langsung bekalan cinta yg mereka bawa terhadap Maha Pencipta dan Rasul2nya?

Kenapa ramai orang menjadi buta, tuli, bisu, dan seanggup melakukan segalanya semata2 kerana cintakan dunia dan isinya?

Kenapa ramai orang sanggup berpaling tadah, menipu, memfitnah, dan membunuh rakan baik mereka smata2 kerana cemburukan cinta?

Cinta lahir tanpa dipinta,
Cinta datang tanpa diundang,
Cinta tidak mengenal paras rupa,
Cinta sebenar hanya kepada Pencipta...

incy wincy spider

D worst day (so far) in my life.

I slept at 12.30pm last night.

Woke up at 5.30 to do assignment. the due date is today before 2pm. i haven't finish my assignment yet.

Skipped Professional DEvelopment (PD) class sbb tpaksa!

At 11am got a call from syafwah. die nak tasks sheets utk fotocopy for macro-teAching ptg ni.

So, haven't brush my teeth yet n haven't bathe yet, i change my pyjama, sauk slua tros naek atas.mke mmg horror gla la dgn x ckup tdonya dgn x mandi lg nya.aih.

Then 12 tgh hr siap print2 suma..50 pages altogether. (amboih, my dissy pon x smpai tebal cmni okey!)

then tros mandi2, breakfast..makan biskut ngn mnum susu je..pastu kul 1.15pm tros grak ngn muna g SK Bangsar..

Ktorg kene aja kelas 1 initiatif utk 1 hour english lesson.nk tau ktorg aja ape? Incy Wincy SPider~ hehe...

susah ke x? well, xde la susah sgt..just d situation goes beyond our expectations la..igtkan bdak2 da pndai bace..faham english..tp rupenye bdak2 br je pndai membace n x paham english sgt..

So, me n muna have to speak Malay la..abes kena translate sume words..hehe..tp okay je..aja skit2 dlu bdak kecik kan.. :)

pastu this class d students r very active..so best la ngaja..sme nk jawb soklan.ehe..
ade gak la 2,3 org bdak ADHD kot..hyperactive semacam. tgh sume nyanyi2 leh die nyuruk bawah meja sbb die ckp bising.haha..sabo je la ;p

then just now suare i cm da serak2 da sbb skt tkak sbenanye.Then td kene la melontarkan sume suare yg ade..adoi..balik tros singgah BP bli fisherman's friend ngn 100 plus..


pluh2 ngaja td. br sejam je tu.bkn sbb nervous tp sbb panas. ye la smpai2 kene p cr teacher in-charge of dat day..pusing2 g cr bilik guru..pastu nk cr kelas plak..naik trun tangga..haha..lom msk kelas lg bj da bsah2 sbb pluh =p

haha..tp best la ngaja dorg! :D sume comel2 je..sume nk tlg teacher kemas barang. smpai laptop teacher muna pon nk tlg angkatkan ye..kan da kene jerit ngn teacher muna.hikhik..

friday ni leh jmpe dorag lg yey!
teacher hani: this time we gonna play games!!
students: Games teacher? Bestnye! Bile teacher bile? (smbil kerumun rmai2 tepi meja cikgu)
teacher hani: A'ah.friday ni.kite maen english games! So balik ni sume kena prektis cakap English tau!
students: Ha, okey cikgu okey.
Teacher hani: bagus.skarang sume pegi duduk kt tmpat masing2!lepas ni subject ape?
students: **blurr*
teacher hani: lepas ni mata pelajaran ape?
students: **blurr*
teacher hani: okey...lepas ni kamu belaja ape?
students: oo..BM cokgu, tp cikgu...x datang hari ni. lepas tu cmne cikgu?
teacher hani: er..ha, xpe2, nnati ade cikgu ganti masuk. kamu duduk senyap2 je dlm kelas tunggu cikgu datang okay
students: ha cikgu ganti? spe cikgu gnti tu?
teacher hani: itu sye x tau.tp kamu tggu je la..

haha..basically itu adelah half of my conversations with bdak2 itu..nampak la they all very eager to learn..especially time nyanyi lgu incy wincy spider tuh. nampak dorg nk nyanyi, but they just don't hve d language..hu..xpe2, blk ni mesti dorg try cari n prektis (sbb i suruh). ehehhehe :D

another day~

Today, woke up at 10am sharp time muna blk training.

Then 11+ am went out to Pelita with beloved housemates to eat roti canai for brunch. But it turns out that roti canai da abes (yela, it's almost 12 in d noon whut? haha xp. We ate roti nan with tandoori chicken tho. Sdap gle okay!! But sadly to say, d tandoori is a bit expensive la..rm6.50 for peha n skit lg bhagian ayam.hu...

went home n pray..then i opened some books for revision..i didn't realize when i fell asleep..haha.. xp

woke up at 4.32pm, tros smbung bace buku td yg tbukak je beside me when i was sleeping..then do some editing to my assignment...

straight away took a bath and perform d prayers...

then went out again with faralee, n gg n d gang to eat Portugese Grill Fish (my fav!) ad mid...

and for d first time i bought 'Mukmin's toothpaste' in my life..sje nk try after faralee suggest..hehe

Then survey some compact powder n bought famous-amous cookies (can't resist d smell & taste! ;p)

Next, iron my clothes for tmorrow's class..i choose to wear my green kebaya which is now super fit (oh oh..hopefully i still can fit in it tmorrow or else i may hve to change for another attire! ;p )

And now im wasting my time typing this entry in front of my lappy. haha.buat keje hani!
o, yes, im falling in love with this song currently. enjoy~



da~

When the going gets tough, i go shopping! :D

ngee~ d tittle explains everything. hehe..so, here's my new baby :)

Welcome to d club.ehehe..

microteaching

These are pictures during my micro-teaching session. For those who do not know what micro-teaching is, it's actually a session where i have to pretend like a real teacher and teach a language point within the given period of time. So here i am~~ hehe...




cewah2..ahaha..pst//please ignore the buncitness.haha =p


me as a teacher! hehe

my group member, ida yg sedang berlakon menjadi si tanggang ;)

exchange forgiveness for happiness

Sometimes, undergoing the ups and downs in life makes us frustrated. Of course we're happy when we're on top, being the gems of the day..but when it's a bad day for us,we can't resist the feeling of giving up, frustrated, and become down or moody.

SOmetimes, when the day is already tough for us, there would be something or someone that would make our day become even worse..well, a lot of us might be questioning Why me? Why always me? Why not him? Why not her? a lot of questions would be playing in out minds and we'll tend to blame others for our current state of emotions. I know, coz i've undergo all these too ;)

and when we have these problems, we would like to find someone who we can speak to. Share our problems with.A faithful listener, a caring mom or dad.a trusted bestfriend. someone who we trusted with all our heart. Or some prefer to talk about their problems to strangers as they feel it's d best way to solve d problem (seeing things from other's point of view).

when sharing our problems, we will be empowered by all sorts of emotions, especially hatred towards our subject(s). Everything that is coming out from our mouth will be mostly about bad things, bad words, and other bad category. All of these bad-bad (word ini x wujud in english ok ;p) things eventually will influence our mood of the day and change our perceptions towards our subject. It will make us see all the (-ve) things about everything.yep, everything. We'll start to become pessimistic and judgemental, and complaints a lot.

And it bothers me..yep, bcoz i hate dat feeling. hating others and think about (-ve) things all d time..it's so daunting you know. I would like to escape from that feeling, but i dunno how. yep, d only one dat is always for me is Allah d almighty. i know if speak to others about my subject of dislikes, he or she might not able to help us as they're only human who have feelings too. But if i speak to my God, i will have this different feelings..it's like everything will go away eventually..u'll be more peaceful inside..but it is with a condition. U must learn how to forgive others.

Forgiveness is the best medicine of hatred. I've learned this through experiences as well. I found that as long as i can't forgive that subject, i will be forever living hating dat subject. sometimes without a clear reason why. So at the end, i choose to forgive d subject. by telling myself dat he or she might not purposely doing so..dat he or she is just cracking some jokes..furthermore, what can i get if i forever hating dat subject kan? hu..

so at the end, hm, yep, bjaye.hoho..im happier now! :D so conclusionnye, belajarlah memaafkan kesalahan org laen jika kamu hendak gembira dan bahagia :) tdo pon mesti nyenyak nnti :D